I have always been a people pleaser and a person who seeks to be recognized by my peers and accepted. This goes back for as long as I can remember even in elementary school. It is not something I’m proud of and in fact is one of the things that I have worked the hardest at hiding.
I think that’s why social media has had been such an allure to me. You can project a life through an image or phrase and wait around while people acknowledge you…while people “like” you. It feeds into my need for acceptance perfectly.
Knowing this about myself, my first instinct is to flee social media which is wise as a first step. If something threatens to cause you to fall into the sin of pride, leave it behind. The struggle I have is that the Lord gave me this desire to teach, to share, and to write. So while the answer to run is a good one, is it the best one?
If God puts something on my heart to share and provides a means (blog, instagram, etc.) to share it, do I? Is playing it safe the right choice if it is at the expense of withholding the gifts I have been given to build up the body of Christ?
Luke 11:33 says, “No one lights a lamp and puts it in a place where it will be hidden, or under a bowl. Instead he puts it on it’s stand, so that those who come in may see the light.”
The answer for me is to prayerfully find that place where I can share in a way that points to the source of light. A place where I never put myself on the stand.
Working through it,